Warts and all I’m afraid. I’m currently lying on a hotel bed in London, on the verge of two mega-days of Sarah time with the sublime Cindy at BWBG, but it’s an odd one to be sure. For a start, it’s 18:14 and I’m both utterly shattered and mildly (r.e. happily) drunk. Today’s task was… Continue reading [Philosophy] Twas the night before Sarahmass

It’s been a while. As per normal, as the middle-age bloke with an interesting side-line in frockage I slid down the pink scale again. Yeah, I know that sounds rude, but I’ve come up with this little scale that indicates just who is in the driving seat inside the old head at any one time. … Continue reading [Fashion] The Drag Addict and The Pink Scale…

Here be dragons! This blog post goes into depth around some of the naughtier things in Sarah’s little world, so you have been warned! Continue at your peril…. I am in a funny mood. There, said it. I have a special session coming up next week, got myself an apartment for a day modelling housewifey… Continue reading [Naughtiness] Dealing With Lucretia and One-Handed Conversations….

I’m a very lucky girl. There, said it. Compared to a number of the lovely people I know I have it very easy when it comes to the old frock-urges. Now my other half knows, albeit reluctantly and because she doesn’t know what private mail means, I no longer have to do the serious amount… Continue reading [Fashion] Covert Femininity, a Field Guide…

Every drama queen loves a little drama, and while I am a stoic individual who deals with my depression and lust/love for being a femm by not talking about it…… nah, can’t even finish that sentence without being embarrassed. See, this generation is blessed and cursed in being able to purge their emotions, unchecked, into… Continue reading [Philosophy] Full-Circle-Skirting around the issues….

It’s Black-Dog ™ season again, but this time it’s been a bit harder than normal. Too many things converging at once, too many sleepless nights (insomnia, cha-cha-cha), too much dipping into the drinkies to make it seem a little less ‘meh’. So this post will ring true with a lot of us less confident ladies,… Continue reading [Philosophy] A purge, a rant and a Sarahphinay of sorts….

Actually, 31,344,748. That’s the number of views my pictures on Flickr have got since 2010 (well, not 2010. I created the account as an admirer interested in some of the gorgeous looks the girls have. Didn’t start posting Sarah, or Debbie as she was then, pictures until 2014). I guesstimated that it was an average… Continue reading [Fashion]1088 days. 1 session. 13 looks.

So, on the downward slope after a wonderful couple of sessions and an, err, interesting trip out that was both an eye-opener and dreadfully similar. And now, as I relax for the first time since March (I forget to take holidays) without the stress/excitement of looking forward to some Sarah time, I can take a… Continue reading [Philosophy] Sarah Houdini, Escapism Artiste

I’m actually home now, cooking a Chicken Vindaloo and wondering why I’m literally not dead of exhaustion, given the fact that as of now I’ve had a grand total of nine hours sleep in five days. Part of me is impressed by that figure, part of me is appalled. But all of me has that… Continue reading [LiveBlog] Oh Wayout, Wayout, Wayout…..

I did it. Got some sleep last night, dragged my sorry, tired carcass out of bed at 6:00am, hopped on the 8:20 train back to London (I swear my drab arse is the shape of a train seat now), piled across London in a cab and got back to Cindy’s at 9:54, six minutes early.… Continue reading [Liveblog] Out of the frying pan, into another frying pan……