It’s been an odd couple of weeks. No hyperbole, but my life tends to go in cycles, if cycles were like the ups and downs of a very tall roller coaster. I’ve said before that I’ve buried the feminine persona within a number of times, and for long periods of time, and I’ve felt happy… Continue reading The sisters are doing it for themselves. Almost.
So, it’s been a week exactly since I was tottering around on black patent heels in a crowded trans-nightclub, in equal parts stunned and terrified. And I’ve been thinking a lot about Sarah, life, the universe, you know, all the trivial things. Normally at this point I’d flutter my eyelashes, sigh, and say it is… Continue reading Retro-spective….
So, I did it. I went out to a trans-nightclub as Sarah, dressed identically to the picture above. And it was utterly terrifying…. I’ll take a step back and start at the beginning. I’m a planner. Often at the expense of everything else, to be honest. Everything has to be perfect, all bases covered. I… Continue reading Operation Terrified
Or ‘Bucket-Listing’. So, just finished the first of two sessions and learned some very valuable lessons. But I get ahead of myself, let’s start at the beginning…..of the week. I can’t say ‘no’ when I work. This often (i.e. all the time) leads to me working silly hours, travel mostly but also some very hard… Continue reading The DoubleChinUlator….
Apologies for the quietness, I’ve been doing stupid hours of work and having one of those moments. You know, when you start to question what you are doing. Even after explaining to myself the wonder and thrill of being able to accept and be Sarah, I still get the good old guilt and worry rearing… Continue reading A wetsuit with nipples….
I am soooo tired right now that blogging is probably not a good idea. Sleeping *would* be a good idea, but I have a history of banging my head, sometimes literally, against the gates of daftness, so here we go. I’m tired because I’ve been working stupidly long days with insanely long travel times. The… Continue reading Over-thunk, under-enjoy